The Saga continues...

So the lying has let up some, but it continues.  Words said to my face are frequently proven to be not true by my snooping.  I don't want to live like this.  I was told that our relationship was over.  I agonized over that reality and finally came to terms with it only to find out that now she doesn't want that!  Now, I am torn over what to do.  Do I stay in a relationship because it's the right thing to do or do I continue to move forward with the finality and kiss 16 years goodbye?  This blog was not supposed to be this way!  My life has become a confusing mess.  If the marriage dies now...guess who the bad guy is?  I feel like I am in a no-win situation!

BETRAYAL

I was blindsided last week by an ultimate betrayal from a person I loved more than anything in the whole world.  My spirit, soul, mind, and most of all my heart are utterly destroyed.  I guess it's true what the song says...all good things come to an end.  I am so deeply wounded that it will take a long time for me to recover.  This has TOTALLY derailed my life.  For the sake of others involved, I have to be strong.  I am just not a calloused person so it is going to take time for my heart to harden.  I will keep you posted...

BETRAYAL

I was blindsided last week by an ultimate betrayal from a person I loved more than anything in the whole world.  My spirit, soul, mind, and most of all my heart are utterly destroyed.  I guess it's true what the song says...all good things come to an end.  I am so deeply wounded that it will take a long time for me to recover.  This has TOTALLY derailed my life.  For the sake of others involved, I have to be strong.  I am just not a calloused person so it is going to take time for my heart to harden.  I will keep you posted...